You were once wild here, don't let them tame you.
I am the most uncoordinated and clumsy girl ever!
I told you that I hated you & you didn’t ask me why.
I said “fuck you” & you didn’t say it back.
I think you feel like you deserve these awful words because of our past & maybe you do but I shouldn’t be the one to try & break you.
Why is our love so toxic?
You told me I was being difficult after almost bringing me to tears & I apologized.
Why am I always apologizing?
I think you like to choke me during sex to remind me how thin of a line there is between love & death.
You never tell me that you need me, I’m sure it’s because you don’t.
I’m always telling you that I’m gonna leave but you don’t flinch because you know that I won’t.
Requested by Anonymous